Darkest Hole

Since you left I feel like there's this hole in my heart.

Its the darkest hole you'll ever see, there's not a spark of light.

The whole time I only wanted to fill it in with anything I could find.

Just not to feel empty.

But I've been filling it with pain, hurt, hate, and all these ugly things.

And trying to make feelings make sense make things even more confusing.

Now I have a messed up heart.

...I thought I could fix it.



-Kathy C.