Speak

I used to have a problem where I blurt out whatever was on my mind.
Now I stopped. I over think everything before I say it.
Because I know things cannot be unsaid.

I wish I never told you I loved you.

Now things are so bottled up I'm killing myself.
I'm a million secrets ready to spill.

I've ruined too much of my life to change again.
I need to. But I don't want to.
Maybe its better for everyone that I leave forever.



-Kathy C.