Thoughts...

Cut me with a razor blade, or put it in my hand.
Let me bleed to death, because in the end its all the same.
So we were born to die.
And each day we just cry.
For those who promised but left our side.
It leaves no reason left to try.
My heart screams I love you in my veins.
So I cut them and let them drain.
Because you abandoned me to feel pain.
How much longer can I remain?
Every time you glare with worried eyes.
Everyday you shoot another lie.
Now you speak with silence...
Only if you knew I don't have much time.
Until I bleed to death. Until your suffocation succeeds.
Until I drown in pain. I will keep suffering.
My bleeding heart is locked and you had the key.
Your every word made my heart beat.
You're the last on my mind before I sleep.
So do me a favor and just kill me.
Trying to fix us is like punching a spiked wall.
I only get hurt and nothing is solved.
I understand you don't care at all.
You never intended to catch me when I fall.




-Kathy C.