Thoughts...

Cut me with a razor blade, or put it in my hand.
Let me bleed to death, because in the end its all the same.
So we were born to die.
And each day we just cry.
For those who promised but left our side.
It leaves no reason left to try.
My heart screams I love you in my veins.
So I cut them and let them drain.
Because you abandoned me to feel pain.
How much longer can I remain?
Every time you glare with worried eyes.
Everyday you shoot another lie.
Now you speak with silence...
Only if you knew I don't have much time.
Until I bleed to death. Until your suffocation succeeds.
Until I drown in pain. I will keep suffering.
My bleeding heart is locked and you had the key.
Your every word made my heart beat.
You're the last on my mind before I sleep.
So do me a favor and just kill me.
Trying to fix us is like punching a spiked wall.
I only get hurt and nothing is solved.
I understand you don't care at all.
You never intended to catch me when I fall.




-Kathy C.

Killing Me...</3

You, took my breath away
The lack of oxygen smothers me
Suffocation finds its way to a razor blade
Sharpness slices through my flesh
My veins give streams of blood
Blood drips in the reflection
The mirror stares in my eyes
The vision brings me to tears
Droplets merge into a river
The flood freezes on this cold winter night
The piercing season spins earth to spring
The luminescent period delivered life
Roses grant me a gasp of inhalation
The gust of air permit my existence
My viability traversed to me, you
You, took my breath away



-Kathy C.

I wonder...

I wonder if you will ever come across this page.
If you will ever realize it was me who posted it.
If you will ever know it was for you.

But by that time you probably already have forgotten me.
By that time my blood is probably drained.
By that time I'm probably gone.


-Kathy C.